This website is coming to an end, so this will be the very last post on the blog. During September, the website will be deleted.

We all have it in us... this virus ... This "energy virus", but we don't know about it, and we're so used to it that it's become part of our personality, our way of being, our way of living.

Please note that I am writing Magdalenes and not Magdalena. Magdalenes was not a person, but an Order... So they were many and they were both men and women.

Now this summer I have had many opportunities to see pictures of myself, and what has struck me is that I see my father... I look like my ancestors, and I don't like it...!

Lately I have started to feel more and more a sense of freedom that is hard to put into words and I wondered: "How can I express this", and today I came across this message that I feel can describe what I'm in now.

For several years I have known that Maria Magdalen also wrote her manuscript. This manuscript was hidden away for certain reasons, but from what I understood, it should come out when the time was right.

It is now a month since the Heavens Cross event and I can really feel the change in me, but I also know that this is because I am conscious. I also know that I can only speak for myself, because this will be completely different for each person to experience.