As I do in the first blog post of the year, and maybe someone even think that; how can she be so rude to claim such a thing. It is outright blasphemy, some might also say. Because they may have learned that God is someone who sits up in heaven and judges everyone to either heaven or hell.

I'm trying my hand at this title ... Beyond Realization... because I don't know what else to call what's happening now.

When I was about to start preparing for my trip to Romania this summer, I felt that this time I wasn't going to take a plane, I was going to take a train. And I felt like there was a very special reason for that.

We all have it in us... this virus ... This "energy virus", but we don't know about it, and we're so used to it that it's become part of our personality, our way of being, our way of living.

Please note that I am writing Magdalenes and not Magdalena. Magdalenes was not a person, but an Order... So they were many and they were both men and women.

Now this summer I have had many opportunities to see pictures of myself, and what has struck me is that I see my father... I look like my ancestors, and I don't like it...!

Lately I have started to feel more and more a sense of freedom that is hard to put into words and I wondered: "How can I express this", and today I came across this message that I feel can describe what I'm in now.

For several years I have known that Maria Magdalen also wrote her manuscript. This manuscript was hidden away for certain reasons, but from what I understood, it should come out when the time was right.